Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/14 under Uncategorized im definetly gone depressed ive written here before i dont know where to turn i dont feel like i belong anywhere i got people who avoid me, some make fun of me, and some just down write hate me ….ive grown up my entire life being shy and quiet you know it hurts to be lonely and have nowhere to go really but you i have one friend and she is my best friend she just happens to be the only person to make me feel happy inside but idk what to do with myself anymore idk what even write so thx for reading srry for making you feel sad or whatever
so i went recently to a mormon prom in texas for richardson stake and others but i have never felt so out of place and lonely in my life and the after party no one looked at me probably cuz im socially awkward but no one really talked to me ive always tried to spark a conversation but i get little responses so its hard to work with i feel like everyone resents me which is understandable because i have a cruel sense of humor but not that bad idk anymore atleast at school im acknowledged be people who see me but at church all them young women expect so much respect seem like they want me to say hi first huh ive done a couple time but i think they are not even close to even know i exist damn ive been like this for 17 years only one person notice its just happens to be the person who actually cares.
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Please you must get a hold of a Doctor or a place you can go that will give you support. Everyone needs to feel wanted so important do not keep feeling like this alone it only gets worse. There is all kinds of place on internet that can help you find the best place for you. Please take care and know a lot of us are dealing with the same feelings.
I think I understand what you mean in the ‘can’t spark a conversation’ part… same here, and I know it sucks being socially awkward. Sorry if I made you feel worse, but why don’t you try losing yourself in another world… like a book, or a secret passion or an extra-curricular activity or maybe just studies? And I don’t think you’re resented… I mean, almost everyone feels that way but harld anyone really is 🙂